Nothing today

Ugh today has been blegh. After a shitty dentist appointment I come home and my allergies decide to kick my ass. Took some allergy meds and I was knocked out for a better part of the afternoon. Now i'm too sleepy to focus but I don't want to fall asleep in fear of fucking my sleeping schedule.

I'll try to update tomorrow!

I never draw my own characters

You know I was going to post this entry with no real commentary but I think there's a major issue here that I've been avoiding like a Tea Partier. I only ever draw my friend's characters and stuff, but so rarely do I attempt to draw my own. Am I embarrassed by my own designs? Do I have no pride in the characters and stories I've come up with? I don't know.

Seriously, I only occasionally draw my characters and so rarely do I do more than a simple half-assed sketch, whilst I do full out sketches and colored doodles of my friends' stuff. Now this isn't an attack or anything on my friends' characters! I just feel...Like I'm not doing enough for myself. Even Harlequin and Columbina have fallen to the wayside.

Add in that I'm definitely not trying any new things with my art and its upsetting. What is wrong with me? My art looks the same. The only mild difference is the nose. Everything else is the same. Same poses and everything.

What is up with me? This can't be art block. Is there improvement in my art and I'm not seeing it.

Oh I disgust myself. But not in a bad way. Eugh, this will be hard to explain. Its like...a disgust that's pushing me to try new things. I have been experimenting with style but I'm not comfortable with it. I had just been hoping that in more normal doodles one would be able to see a difference and I'm not.

WELL enough of that bullshit, on to today's drawings!

OMFG I have drawings

Its true. I drew something with pen and paper and scanned it and now I have DRAWINGS OMFG :O.

Righty-o.

New tablet pen

I'm going to order my new tablet pen this Friday when my paycheck comes in.

Sigh. Shit is expensive. Its very frustrating.

I don't like moths.

Anyone who knows me knows I'm very vocal about things that scare me. And I can make jokes about them any time.

But not moths.

I fucking hate moths. They terrify me. I can't explain it. Every time I see a moth I feel like I can't breathe.

I was playing Folklore for the PS3 when my sister said "uh oh". I looked up.

GIANT FRIGGEN MOTH.

My family laughed at me and mocked me ):.

I told them that my fear of them never has been, nor will be funny.

Whatevs.

Oh, my head hurts. Really bad.

But I can't fall asleep.

Grr.

No Updates for a While

Kiba and Pucho ate my tablet pen, so I don't know how often I'll be able to update.

I don't get paid for another week so at minimum, till then.

I'll try to sketch in sketchbooks more often, but I don't know how dedicated I'd be to actually scanning the drawings in.

We'll see.

Almost forgot to update today!

Here is today's update, my oc Muerte:



I suck at manliness.